I'm not blog worthy tonight

As it happens with so much of our lives we believe that we aren't worthy of things, stuff, love, life, etc and etc and many more etc. The title comes from David but it's a sentiment that could easily be from both of us.  Both of us suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. David from time in the Marine Corps  and I was raped as a teen. We both carry scars of very different, and difficult, battles into our marriage and because of that we carry scars from our marriage. We simply could have let our marriage die, but God didn't let that happen. I like to say God kept us young, stupid, broke, and loving each other enough so divorce wasn't an option but it was a nasty word, that I especially threw around. We may have both been Christians, but we were milk Christians. When we finally decided to grow up and became more mature Christians we knew we had been kept together for many reasons.
Now keep in mind we aren't that mature, there are plenty wiser and better versed. In plain  truth we're just two people loving God to the best of our ability, loving each other, and loving our kids and raising them to love Jesus.